I definitely have to get a new wardrobe for church. These fitted pants on my hour-glass shape just won’t do. The last time I went to church I felt like a complete sinner, I ran out as soon as service was over. My girlfriend was concerned afterwards, said that I should stay and mingle and that it’s ok to wear what I have. No way.  Lord knows I didn’t want to bring any temptation into His house. I haven’t been back to church since. That was six months ago. Go figure.

Here in the northeast is synonymous with bad winter weather. I was so expecting a drop in temperature as the winter approaches but it sure felt like summertime last week. Wow, I couldn’t believe it. It was hot and sticky. It would interesting to see what type of holiday weather we will be having. Real interesting.

It’s amazing how people can live in a building and not be conscious or aware as to what is going on around them. It seems like everytime something goes wrong in our apartment building, I’m the one seeing it and I’m the one calling the landlords. The last time it was the fire on the second floor. Last Sunday it was the dude who slept on the floor at the apartment’s entrance. I immediately called the landlord and they took care of the problem. Apparently the guy was a drunken fool who lived in the building. Nevertheless, why am I the only one making these calls? And don’t you think that the landlords should cut my rent down just for looking out for them? Come on, they can afford to do that for me. No one has to know.

I don’t know what it is about me and female friends but I can’t keep them. I’m a good natured person to all my friends both male and female. And while the men would stick around no matter how many relationships I move on to, the females are always very catty, and jealous and acting the fool. There was someone who I considered a friend quite recently and she turned out to be a real loser. I would talk to her almost everyday because she was always getting depressed. I provided the Kleenex when she cried and was always the one to tell her to keep her head up. Then all of a sudden, just out of the blue she has stopped all communications with me, no explanation necessary. I tried to reach out with her because as far as I knew things were good for us. I still don’t know what is this girl’s problem nor would I try to lose sleep over it. It’s just my luck with females I guess. Now I know why I have a lot of male friends besides my husband. You don’t get attitudes and mood swings from your male friends.

Okay, I give in, I’m going to invest in a laptop next week. Not a new one but it beats a zero and the one I’m working on. Quite recently the old computer has been doing strange things to me like shutting down, freezing up, the works. Then when it started changing colors on the screen bleeding one minute, and then really dark the next I decided that enough was enough. When I first bought the PC I was told that it was five years old. It was in good condition though and worked really well for an older model. Oh well, on to the next best thing…

There must be a shortage of men in Hollywood when Pam Anderson marries Paris Hilton’s ex boyfriend. Doesn’t Pam know how to live life single? And what about these women going with each other’s men like that. It’s just like a revolving door to me. Shameful.

I’m sitting here thanking my lucky stars that I did not accept or complete work for a freelance writing client. I remember excitedly telling my husband about the project and how much money I could make from it. But that night when I sat down to write, not only did the thoughts not come but I also had a massive headache. I took it as a sign and got to bed early that night. Come to find out that the company was a scam and they never paid their writers. Things are so bad with this company that they are being sued by a few writers who they hired. God is so good to me on that. I couldn’t imagine having to go through waiting for money like that. And they pay $50.00 per article. Unbelievable.